Haha.I gues I was being foolish?Know why?Because I said "if you feel like calling you call."Of course she won't call.Haha!Who am I kidding.

I kept my sms from August onwards and realise the drastic change.You were so loving and cute when you sms me in August but when you reach November, you changed.Wow.Why must there be November??It's like a really bad month for me.Bad stuff happens to me on November.

But when I think again, I realise its me.I'm the one who let you down.Always letting you down.I feel stupid of myself.Really.

Haha.You might be thinking "Huh???What?"Nevermind.

I'm sorry for letting you down.Its not you.Its the situation and me who needs to be blamed.

But you.You are worth fighting for.You really are.