I have to be understanding in all this.I have to...No matter what happens.

















Alamak.Ade je orang nak kacau daun.Sheeesh.

Sorry kiddos for the malay.haha!



Ok..

What's this I hear?You, whom I always look up to for advise on love and life wants to get married to someone who seems to be at the right time?A rebound?Is this for real?I refuse to believe what I hear unless I see it with my own pair or make it 2 pairs of eyes.I know you are still in grief or maybe confused but is this what you really want?You always advise me to think with my mind and not my heart.Yes you have made your decision.But what happens if things start looking up in the future and you have recovered but then you realized that you made a big mistake?A mistake that is irreversible?This is marriage we are talking about and not some soap opera.If its your mom who made the decision than you should argue and have your stand because its your life.

I know if you had your way, you would list me all the flaws my bro made and it is gonna be a very long list.I recorded every single word my bro said on the day of the break up on my mp3 but I decided to delete it because I know it means nothing.

I know you.This is not the sister I used to know.The sister I know would want to pursue a career first before thinking of marriage.I have not lost faith in you.If this is what you want then I have no say.Its not that marriage is bad but aren't you too young to get married?

Sorry if I butt in your life like this but what I say is for the best.I do not mean to be a kaypo in your life.Just think about it my dear sis.You can always count on me if you need anything.

Do not rush through these things my dear sister.You know better than to do it.

afi.



This is so ironic.Love I mean.The broken story that he is going through now sounds so much familiar to mine.I cannot help but smile at how foolish I was last time.Crying and curling up in my bedroom like some idiot.I laughed at my foolishness.Furthermore, it was a turn off when I heard that you started smoking now.I was thankful that I wash my hands away from you and never to see you again.Last time I feared that we would not be together again but now, I am so thankful that we are not.Enough trash talk.Let's go over to the reality now shall we?


Time is not on my side.It really isn't.Final year project kicking in and filming starts tomorrow.Urgh.I'm still tired and there's no time for that.I need to be on 100 percent in this.But I'm sort of anxious of how our FYP end product will look like.Hahaha!I hope its a good one.

I wanted to say those 3 words but I held myself back.I wanted you to say them first because I know when you say those, you mean it.But I'm happy that you are happy now.I hope you will always be like that.





Went to animation nation the other day to catch this animated film called 'Fear of the dark'. I was impressed with how they convey their message and the techniques they used in their animation.I guess that is how french animators convey and use the techniques.

Its amazing how the use of only 2 basic colors which are black and white can distinguish movement of the body.The whole film do impress me and I was overwhelmed with awe all the way.