A grim goodbye...i had to do it..its for our own good..My heart does yearn for u but well...if we're mend to be then we will..be strong ok?I luv u still..:D

Ok..sch was great la i guess...grt frens,grt subjects and YOU...u smiled at me abit sey je now...haha!U like shy shy like dat...i really wan to get to noe u more la but it seems i cnt find the rite time to be wif u alone..:D

Dats it den...see u around..adios!



Hey....i've finish designing my blogskin..haven upload yet..got alot of projects to do la ok...

Guys..i got a question for u pple...who wud rank top 3 in ur life?For me...its

1.Family
2.Friends
3.Girlfriends

So pple...don owaez TALK TO UR FRENS ON THE PHONE AT NIGHT la!Ur family needs u oso later u dunno...Try to balance urself..coz the first ting u wud do wen tings happen is talk to ur family....

P.S" This has got nuting to do with the dead or the living..haha!If u tink its u..den i got no idea la ok?haha!



OK...

Juz when i tot tings are starting to get better... Juz wen i tot i cud smile again and be merry.When i see dat pic...my heart bled..fuck sia...haha!I usually laugh it out..but dis one's tough...Grrr...flames aerupted in my bleeding heart...it slike adding insult to injury..but well..fuck it la..

P.S:GUY/READERS..MAYBE I'M CHANGING MY BLOG TO WORDPRESS.COM..I TELL U SOON ORITE?CIAO!



Ok..

guess wat..today..i've never felt this alone before..i feel so alone..with an empty heart..haha..wth..here i am solving pple's relationship and love life problems wen i myself cannot solve mine..haha..wtf..

i juz don wan pple to get hurt and feel how i feel..it feels fucked to feel wat i feel...i juz wanna be there for them wen they need a fren the most..i'm like a psychologist or a psychiatrist...pple come looking for them and den they go..i noe mine's not like dat..i want to help them..be there and tell them dat evrytings gonna be ok no matter how stubborn pple's heart can be..to pick them up wen they're down..

but i'm falling deeper..deeper into despair..who is going to pull me from my hole of despair which are guarded by minions which have no feelings watsoever and wud push me deeper and deeper..damn..i hate feeling dis way..

Dis sucks..fucking sucks big time..how i wish life's a cartoon whereby i cud expect wat wud happen next..and i cud predict the future or sumting..wait long long la afi..haha!hahaha!!I'm good at picking myself up on my own..I'm good at calming myself down wen i'm feeling so hollow and sad..i guess all those training paid off..i maybe smiling..and laughing and roaring..but deep in the tangles and jungles of my empty heart..there lived a small boy who is on his knees crying..slowly the crying sound faded and faded in the eerie background of a solemn heart.

I need to listen to more old-school hardcore to get my emotions going...sadness is a part of life's emotions..but hollowness and emptiness??i don tink dats part of life too..or are they?

P.S: Can i luv u?



Stoopid pple!!aargh!!Ok..i cn log in to my account but each time i gotta sign in a new account to get to my acocunt..does dat make sense??ah..4get it..

Ok..

someone asked me this question...

someone:"Afi..What makes a fine lady?"(somting like dat)

me"Well...For me she must have the brains[smart] with a dash of beauty and a heart of gold"

Someone:"Beauty as in when she walks she's a head turner?"

me:NO no!I said a dash of beauty as in juz a little bit of beauty makes my fine lady."

Someone:"Oh thx."

So yeah..haha..k den..sleeping now..ciao!