Hey...school was great...Laugh alot...Assignments are piling up and its gonna be holiday soon..Hope to go out wif her during the hols..4 now i got to study 4 term test..Its really awkward noeing dat sum1 who u luv so much is not there anymore..

After school....i went to whitesands shopping centre to top up her hp....so many tings have changed there. Then i went to take bus service 12...the bus i usually take to send her home..It was a memorial ride...really it was...Alot of our memories are shared there..Haiz...After that i alighted at the stop where we owaez mit each other...it was one hell of memories...I sat on the place we owaez mit and msg her asking if she wanna mit me..but she was tired and busy..So..i go off home..I really miz the place..All dis i go on alone...

Text her juz now..I'm so happy she said she miz me..She really make my day juz now..I'll continue on waiting for her...to all the pple who gv me their full support...Thx guys!!Thx alot!



Hi!Had fun in school juz now..Really had a hell of a laugh wif my peeps..Thx guys..U really cherr me up..Thx!!Wilson and JX owaez fight trying to get at each other's necks..Hahaha!!WTH!!U guys are gay man..trust me..i'm recovering quite well...its going well since i chatted to my aunt who is living in Perth..Australia..I didn't noe my aunts all noe abt me and her..Well..she give me the support i need to get on wif life..She said we look compatible wif each other and told me not to gv up on my true luv...Many pple said we're compatible to each other and u guys are rite..thx!Thx 2 my bro,even my grandma and aunts noe abt me and her..

Wen i told my sec frens abt us,they were like "HAH????WTH??"datsthe response i get...Coz we are like the secondary school switharts...Its really unbelievable to some...Thx guys!!I hope we cud go out dis saturday..Miz u guys..

Haiz school was ok la..if u got crazy frens like mine who owaez talk horseshit all the time..well its great..Except for the assignments i got..AAAARGH!!!



Still missing her....Hey ida,thx 4 the support ya!I'll stay strong alright pple?Oh.....guys..i got sumting to tell u..



I have an account at myspace.com which is under construction...Soon to be ready..Hahaha!!Full details coming up soon..I'm gonna put my own created songs in there..So lookout 4 dat ok?

Klah gtg...ciao!







Guys...i got friendster ready...Its the same email add.Do add me ok?Thx!



hey...Met her juz now...I told alot of pple abt us...I juz wanna say thx 4 the support...really...I need ur support to go on wif my life...Thx pple

And to my dear...I'll wait 4 u k?Even if it takes two years of my life..i wait 4 u..I luv u..Ur owaez on my mine dear...I luv u..

klah..bye!



Hey ya...Juz came back from werk..got like 89 bucks..hehehe!!Gonna treat her a movie if she can meet me..T o naz's frens like the nenepoms,SY girls and her ite frens...pls tkcr of her...don make her feel left out and don bully her orite?Ur guys are her only thing she has..Pls don hurt her orite?

Wat abt me?Well..life has to go on rite...I'll still wait 4 her..No matter how long it takes...My journey has juz begun...I'm gonna impress her and dis time i'm gonna gv my all...Now i'll be her and she'll be me..

Haiz..saw alot of couples at werk juz nw..Each time i see them...I turn away..It really hurts me soo much..OMG....It really hurts...Oh God..gv me the strength to go on..I understand y u did dis...Ur testing me dear God and i'll take it...My journey has juz begun..I mssing her soo much..I hope she too is missing me..

To my swithart:
I failed in keeping u happy....I'm a selfish person..I failed to be a gd bf to u..I'm sorry..I didn't mean to hurt u..I still luv u..In fact..I luv u much more...I won't take dis as a break up..I take dis as temporary separated..Pls call me whenever ur ready 4 me...I'll be waiting..Ur mine..I luv u..I'm sorry 4 stressing u up..I really2 miz u...I do...Guys if u wanna noe wat really happen..Let's juz say i'm a bad and selfish bf who cares abt my own feelings..These are the words dat came out of her mouth..

I'll wait 4 u..I'm gonna gv my all..Enjoy urself while u cn k?I'm sorry 4 hurting u..

K guys..I gotta go now...Pls gv me words of advice..I feel so depressed,down,sad,regret...I dunno dis cud happen to us..I guezz it did...all thx to me..I'll wait 4 u..i promize..Gdnite..



Haiz...projects are piling up real bad...I'm really pressured by them...Oh God!!!Usually wen dis happens..u noe who i'll tok to?Well...her of course...I'll tok to her abt my probs like a little boy and she will like give me advice abt them....Her advice are damn good...seriously..so gd...
For nw....i got no one to tok to......Nvd....


and my b'dae is coming soon..real soon..guess i got to celebrate dis one alone..In my family...b'dae means nuting..its juz any normal day...

i rmbr all the plans we make...all those long term plans like...ermmmm...embarassing to say dis bt marriage plans...yep...i rmbr we were arguing on wat age to get married..and i was like saying 25 and she argued..saying 27...and then i said 25 and she said"ok!27"And then she laughed..i laughed....we both laughed...omg...i cnt type dis ready..cannot take it...my eyes are flooding..if u noe wat i mean...gtg..bye...



Hey guys...u noe wat?Im stoopid...noe y?Coz i blurt out stupid words without tinking....which cud hurt pple...and turn them against me...My own words turn pple against me...Hw nt cool is dat....haiz....Stupid stupid stupid..Hahaha!!U noe..i juz bang my head on the wall in my bedroom juz nw..i'm serious..3 bangs on the head..so dat i cud get rid of my stupidity...

Hmmmmmm...wonder wat she's doing nw..Has she eaten?Did she had enuff money to eat?Is she ok?Is her studies ok?Is she getting fatter and cuter?Is she happy nw?Is she sad?Is she mad?Hmmmmmm..............i hope she's ok...I rilly do hope she's ok..Oh God...make her feel ok..Pls take away all her pain and deliver them to me..I'll be more than happy to take it...Anything 4 my darling....as long as she is ok and happy...i'm happy to take her pain for her..

for those who cared for me and being concern abt me..I thnk u all..u guys are great..

Names:Sis...Bro...Farhan..Mat..Khai...Wilson...JX.....Kevin....C138....i LUV U GUYS ALOT..tHX 4 BEING THERE 4 ME...



P.S...Sorry for changing to a new blank tagboard....coz it hurts to see my old tagboard again..

It got me on my left hand..a scratch..ouch!!I staggered away form him...I'm fighting myself..Now i noe how strong i am..even she cannot stand me coz i'm too strong.Wth am i suppose to do..I noe i gt a gun i my hand..but den its difficult to get a good shot coz he's damn fast.He charged at me the second time..i looked behind me and see a tree...good!I wait for the perfect time....waiting..waiting...waiting..NOW!!!I dodged him and he went crashing into the tree...Hahahaha!!I took my gun and shoot it 5 times in the head..dat piece of shit groaned for the last time and den he turn into thin air...

I saw a paper on the grass and pick it up....it read"u finished ur first test.....u juz overcame it".Hahahaha!!I'm soo happy.....overcame it at last...i tink this is the last of my story..no mood to blog long stuff..u wanna hear more abt my story tag me ok?Feedback me about ur story if u can...byebye



After the rain stopped,I went outside to get a look around.Where am i?Wat the hell is dis place?Trees and trees and more trees surrounded my every corner.I walked on.No use to panic now.Than i heard sumone whispered my name.Its was soft but i dunno how i cud hear it.I approach the voice calmly and it lead me to a tree."Hello afi...",it said..I nearly screamed but i swallowed my scream down my throat and hold my breath.A talking tree??WTF?It asked me to come closer to it....which i did.

"i noe about u.Evryting about u..U hv to complete many tests to get through your conquest.I will nt tell u more.Go..Choose your path.Rmbr...Each path you choose WILL change ur life 4 eva...,"It explained.

I'm lost....Wth am i suppose to do?I left the tree and walked on..walked and walked till i came to 2 roads.The first signboard said"Chics island" and the other read"Island of the unknown".WTH?I'm lost..I'm really lost...A busty hot chic came to me and pulled me in the first island.."Come on baby..we're gonna have a fun time together".She said in her most arousing voice..I did go........................................bt half way thru...I took a small stick and stabbed her in the back...and guess wat?She turned into an old woman..Yuck!!!I walked on to the unknown island...

As i walked through it, i noticed a puddle of water which catch my eyes.IIts as if the puddle is moving...i went closer and closer....and i gasped..it is showing sumting...a memory!!Its showed a memory whereby i strummed the guitar to her...and sing to her her fave secondhand serenade song.OMG.Suddenly...i feel pain inside me..Sumting which is trying to get out of me....Owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!Its painful!!!Nooooo!!!I saw a flash of lightning....den i saw a vision..sumone was holding on to the edge of a cliff..he needs help..i squinted my eyes to look..OMG!!!It was me!!!Den the vision faded and I was back to reality...

I opened my eyes and saw sumone standing in fornt of me..He was snarling and laughing at me..Those eyes were dark red holes.."Hello afi!!Recognize me??"He asked.I studied him for a momet..Dman!!He was me!!!Me!!!The words "owaez assumming tings" was on his chest..He was bigger than me..He's my demon..He is!!!He launched at me wif long fangs.I dodged him and got on my feet. Then...my eye caught sumting shiny...A gun!!!Juz wat i need..I ran and lunged at the gun and got it on my right hand..Juz as i was about to shoot,he get behind me and kicked me hard on my back..which send me flying and i hit a tree.Owwww!!!!I am trying to recover from the fall but i gt no time for dat.......noe y?..............coz......coz.....He was charging at me real fast..I looked at him and closed my eyes..........

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I woke up and find myself stranded...alone...in a dark cellar..Its so dark dat i cudn't even see my own fingers.I staggered around..hoping to find sumting.Den..I heard a distant footsteps..It became louder and louder..My heart was slamming my chest.The rusty door creaked open and there she was..standing there..staring at me..staring deep into my eyes..the woman I love..whom I spent my lifetime wif..I smiled at her from the dark and she smiled back..

I got on my feet and hugged her..hugged her real tightly as if she was my teddy.Den sumting strange happened....She started to break free from me..She pushed me to the floor.I cud see those beautifully eyes changed into dark holes..She growled at me..."Ur selfish shit...I hate u..",she said..Then she went out.I followed her...followed her till she vanished.."noooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!",I screamed.

Den a flash of lightning hit my head and I saw flashbacKs..From there I begin to understand....understand wat happened...I stared at the floor reflecting..I whispered to myself ,"I still need u..Pls dn go..," Den rain start to pour down my head...Every droplets of rain showing our precious memories together..Every single one of them...I luv u..will still do..I won't find another...I'll wait 4 u even if it take me 20 yrs of my life or even 100 yrs..

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Hi..Its been hella long time since i update my blog..it looks dead..I'm fine thank you.i hope u are too!Its been a blast this month coz its hari raya puasa and i enjoy myself very2 much...Here are the pics form it:











Need i say more?Hahaha!!I like the pics expecially the one wif my gf.Isn't she pretty?????Are we the couple of hte yr??Haha!!Of course we are!!

So dats abt it ok?I'm tired..so bye bye!!