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Monday, January 29, 2007

Hello world..Firstly school..It was great coz lecturer nvr come..Wooohooo!happy like shit..But I did some werk la..I hope i will finish soon..too much werkload to carry in so little time..Bloody hell mates!

Went to tampines to eat then went home after dat..accidentally met someone there and we walked to the interchange together..And she make me jealous...Sheeeeesh!Her school can relax already..Oh brother...Tmr she got no school and when she is snoring in her bed,i will be dragging and crawling to school..TP is the worst school eva..

Werking dis wednesday...yet again..S'pore clashes wif the Thais.Who will win?Who will reign supreme..Of course la.........................me..Hehehe!Shit..I dunno how to talk in thailand so i dunno how i will fair..And of course..there will be fight..i promise u..Lotsa chaos...

And yes...My mom declared dat i am eligible to take motorcycle license..so no more discreet and stealthy approach..March will be the month..I hope..I wanna pass by end of the year..Which i tink is impossible..But impossible is nothing pple!

And yes..like wat she said..."School's school"..Hahaha!!Haiz..



Sunday, January 28, 2007

The moment i saw her...i felt relieved...happy....sad...well..its a mixture of feelings actually..the way she smiled at me makes me feel like we're together again..Passed her the tix and talked to her for awhile..Very contented to see her..I'm so touched coz she still recognized me after so long...She's like the most beautiful soul I've ever seen...getting prettier by the minute..

It really angers me to see dat she had to wait for her fucking dumb bf under the rain..it pains me..really..it does...Of all my wrong doings to her,I wud nvr do someting like dat...making a gerl wait in the rain..WTF?

klah..gotta do my stoopid ides...ciao!



Saturday, January 27, 2007

Ahoy there!First of all i wanna congratulate my mommy for getting a job as a librarian...congrats mom and all the best!!I wanna congratulate my dad for getting a new motorbike Honda Super400...congrats!!


School was getting worst la..in terms of workload...sheeesh..the pressure is on..Wish me luck for tmr's Java lab test ok?Sheeeesh!Things have been going well for me and smoothly too except for some curvy lines here and there..But i'll make it straight..coz its for my own good..

I came home juz now and found out dat my cuzins were skateboarding at my nearby carpark..so i went to slack wif them..i enjoyed myself soo much..updated pics on friendster..

Didn't see u just now..where are u?shud i go and make a move?Or juz be an idiot..Sheeeesh!Fuck it pple..werking today..who is wining tmr??we'll see..i tink its S'pore la hor??Win la S'pore...so dat i cn get my paycheck...or maybe increased paycheck..haha!Oklah....gtg "sleep to refuel my imagination"(abstract from spongebob)..kk..ciao!

Someting 4 u pple to tink about(esp boys or men):are gerls or women taking over our gender???



Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Hey...School was fun...and sleepy too!Got lab test coming up and i wanna be ready for it..But school was great..

Went to nazrin's house to slack coz i'm bored of going home..It was great though..Laughed alot and it make me forget abt my school work for awhile..BUt i noe it will never go away..the worrys i mean..

U noe wats the worst dat cud happen in life??Wel..it is wen ur own frens stab u in the back..and saying all kinds of shit behind ur back..u noe wat triggers dis whole situation?Jealousy people...jealousy..jealousy can be a killer if it gets to the wrong hands..People who are jealous tend to sabotage those they are jealous on...wats to be jealous abt??I mean if it is about results in school or sumitng den its good..But if its about boys and attention..OMG..dat sux..its juz a small matter!!!!

Be happy for urself..Be happy for who you are..Like i said..stop complaining and start living!Aaaaargh!

-=Seriously if things got worst for u,I have no choice but to step in line..juz watch me=-



Monday, January 22, 2007

Hola...i'm ok..only bored...bored of assignments dat is..Bloody hell..alot more assignments to go..Sheeeeeeesh!!!I'm juz glad oopg assignment is over..Time is really fast if u ask me..Its like 4 more weeks..i tink to my vacation..Can't wait for it..Coz i got a pool season wif someone(ehem ehem!) and also i'm free of assignments..And not only dat...Gonna find werk and werk and save money for license..Wooohooo!!

But why the fuck am i toking abt it wen its still schooling period...Werking soon..weeee!Tmr is school..y am i looking 4ward to it..sheeeesh!i don even noe..But i tink i'll go to lectures more often now..Hahaha!Why?For me to noe and for u to find out..Muahaha!Enuf of dis..I'm out!

P.S:STOP complaining and start living.



Saturday, January 20, 2007

Hello!Noe wat?Finally got pass up JAV assignment!Woohoo!I feel my shoulders are a bit lighter..School was great!Got some laughter as usual.Left designing projects to do..

U noe.I juz watched this show named "Tears of the sun", one of my fave shows and I cannot see y pple are complaining.It saddens me to see kids being killed and slaughtered by rebels.The screams of fear were everywhere. The worst part is seeing their loved ones being killed in front of their own eyes. They can't sleep in peace and owaez cuddled in fear dat the rebels will attack their village.Come on pple..Wake up..Look around you..How lucky can u be?Be grateful dat u can still sleep in peace and wake up to see ur loved ones again.Stop complaining...sheeeesh!

Dats all..think abt it..dats all..ciao!



Thursday, January 18, 2007

Hello!Today is the most tiring day for me...haha!But fun too!!Its the open house and i'm mexcited to get to meet her which i did..She looks as cute and pretty as ever..Her frens were cocks like me and my gang!Hahaha!The school was jammed pack wif pple...sheeesh!!Very noisy oso!!But had fun along the way..Met her and then send her home..den come back to school to do JAVA!!Tmr passing up day..haiz..if still cnt i bo pian ready...Means no choice ready..juz pass up and study damn hard for written and lab test..bloody hell...i'm gonna get a rest tmr...

k den dats all...oh shit..my school is gonna be packed wif pple again tmr...And i'm not going jam and hop thx to Mr Hady Mirza who will be performing on dat day i bet there will lotsa pple..so yeah..but waiting for the april one..jam and hop during orientation..Woohooo!Klah klah..i tok shit and i cnt take it..muz go shit now!Aaaaaaargh!kk..ciao!



Tuesday, January 16, 2007

hello!!Firstly school...Stayed till 9 pm at night to do JAVA assignment which cock up in the end..Haiz..alot of errors!!aaaaaargh!!But had fun playing counterstrike in the com lab..Hehehe!And i juz found out dat my AS I LAY DYING shirt is shrinking and i cnt wear it anymore..sheeesh!Bye bye shirt..The shirt has a memory in it and i won't throw it away..Had fun wif my peeps doing stoopid tings..as owaez lor..

Since i first saw her...My heart was like beating so hard that it wanted to come out of my chest..Her face was so cheerful and each time wen she come for lecture and i saw her face..I smiled..Her face really makes me smile..Like juz now during lecture..I was kinda slacking and toking to my peeps wen suddenly she appeared..and for some strange reason my heart was at ease and relieved wen i saw her...She looks smart and hardworking too!She was there in the lecture hall juz now and after the lecture..I was like keep staring at her..hoping our eyes will met..But aiyah!Wilson la..Kepp looking at her and he said"EH...The gerl looking at me la not u"Hahaha!Yah rite!!U block me la ass!!She wan to look at me but ended up looking at u la!!Aiya damn!!Tmr no lecture..

My current tactical plan:Get to noe her circle of frens..Den get to noe her...hahaha!!Woohooo!

But got one prob...Does she have a bf?Well...i dunno and i dn cr!Dis ting come later la..Project first!!

P.S:Only Wilson noe who i'm toking about..Hehehe!!And Wilson..Don tell anyone la..Or else i slice ur cock off u gay shit!

K den..Ciao!




Hey!Its me again..I'm fine..school was great..Peggy nvr come..Hahahaha!!Serve her rite!Den JP take over and he's like so good..He's got the wackiest ideas in design!

Werking was far more better!!She was there again!!Aiyah!Dunno y she kept on staring at me..Sheeeesh!She's not my type la i guess!Had tons of laughter wif Ard,Amir,Munir and Nazrin!We were like looking arnd and grading gerls.They're happy coz they get to check chics' bags..Hahaha!!Wats the big deaL?I mean if she gv u her no. then dats a different story..Hahaha!u NOE WATS THE SCORE FOR siNGAPORE VS LAOS??Its like...11-0..S'pore wins la..I was damn shock..Who cares..At least i got my paycheck..I juz rmbered dat i cn werk dis wednesday..SO to katak,sulhi and nazrin..Here we go again!!

"Ermmm...Can i check your bag pls?Do u hv any bottles or can drinks inside?"Sheesh!!Dat is like my script used wen werking..Hahaha!!klah..gtg sleep..gdnite!And to dat someone:I wanna luv u.. ;)



Sunday, January 14, 2007

Oi!Got new song for u pple!!

My biggest Mistake
Sitting here
all alone
gazing at the nite sky

All the memories
dat i kept
are all kept inside the stars

i dunno wat i shud do
Since I've lost you

But i'll move on
wif someone new
dats wat i shud do

Chorus:
I won't be afraid
I won't cry
coz dats my biggest mistake

My biggest mistake
my biggest mistake
and i won't do it again

(end chorus)

Its all over
i'm moving on
and i won't hate you for this

I won't 4get u
I won't 4get u
and all the memories we share

and i noe dat u still mad
juz rmbr dat i still care

Chorus

!!THE END!!
Curious?Haha!I try to get this song up on myspace la hor??But my voice sux la..I try ok?Tell u guys wen my song is put up on myspace..Ok den!Ciao!!




hello!Juz came back from werk..Y am i here??Coz i gotta rush through my project..Yes..it sux!!BUt..werk was fun man!Really had fun joking around wif my peeps and cuzin..For once werking isn't as boring as last time...And ermmm..haha..a gerl i noe who werks as the usher there is also there..And my frens were like"get her no. la idiot!!"And the worst ting was...they say it so loud dat she cud here and hell..Her face was like pissed..sheeesh!My cuzin was like looking at her and pointing at me..WTF??

And someone made a surprising call juz now..And 'they' are going to buy me a hoody online...Isn't dat great..Hey..if u guys cannot rite nvd ok?I understand dat its troublesome to buy it online..orite??No need to buy me anyting if u guys cant..I'm cool wif it..

oh den..gotta go do project..Tmr going orchard wif my valentine!!Wooohooo!!!Wanna noe who???Haha!!Its none other den my cuzins la..They're gonna be my valentine for tmr..Heheh!!K den..ciao!



Saturday, January 13, 2007

Helo!School was so great..for the first time..i understood sumting on JAVA..haha!Must sit nxt to Kevin during JAVA lesson..And it was one hell of a rainy day today..My frens and i had to run like idiots to get to the mosque..Haha!!Wat an adeventure!

And i'm werking tmr...Hahah!!Here i come money!Working wif my frens and cuzin..It will be havoc..and as usual..The hunting season begins la hor..Still haven found my valentine..Haha!Nvm coz someone said dat life is abt waiting and i agree wif u totally!!And thx for chatting to me alothough i'm kind of a biring person who doesn't to much but i'm trying to sound talkative.

Oh yes!Updated my mp3 wif some of the newest and coolest hardcore bands..Underground ones..So if you pple want them ask me personally..So dats all i guess..Gotta sleep and get ready for tmr..Woohoo!!Hope it doesn't rain tmr..K den..ciao!!



Friday, January 12, 2007

I guess now i noe where i stand in ur life..I'm nuting now huh?After all those luv i showered and pour u wif...its ok.. :)..I understand wat ur going thru...I feel betrayed, lonely and sad now..Its easy for her to get over this but not me..I'm not assuming..its true..Its happening..I'm surprised dat she cud get over dis quickly..Y not..shes pretty..

Ignore me all u wan..It hurts me more wen i ignore u..Sometimes i feel like msging u back or msn wif u but i forced myself to step back..coz i noe i wud juz hurt u more wif my words and drive u away from me..Evryday i wud juz be looking at my hp waiting for ur msg..I do dat like every 5 mins or so although i noe dat u won't msg me..And i sometimes slept late at nite juz to wait for her to call me.

Dats how much i miz u...

And i do care abt her feelings so much dat i don cr abt mine..Its ok if she don cr abt my feelings..I respect dat..

I feel so down now..Maybe its the assignments and the sad weather.Haiz...Someone pls comfort me and hug me..I really need a hug rite now...

sorry pple 4 blogging abt her..but i juz cudn't help it..I miz her alot..For those of you who noes our relationship back in sec school..U shud noe..And consider dis the last time i'll be blogging abt her..K den..P.S:care to my valentine anybody?Haha..



Thursday, January 11, 2007

Hey!School was great except that its raining,,,Had fun toking to myself and making stoopid sound effects..haha!

Then went to mit katak,asyron,shireen and liyana..Slack wof them..Then go to tampines mall for window shopping..And that's when i realised that valentine's day is coming soon..Haiz..

Still tinking about who wud be my valentine..And to make tings worst..its on my anni..Ouch!Yeah..it hurts..Wen i saw katak buying stuff for his gf,it reminds me of me and her and the memories we share..I realised that many memories are found in Tampines mall...Omg..Y am i feeling dis way..Someone pls make my day...

-=care to be my valentine anyone?=-




Hey!School was great except that its raining,,,Had fun toking to myself and making stoopid sound effects..haha!

Then went to mit katak,asyron,shiren and liyana..Slack wof them..Then go to tampines mall for window shopping..And that's when i realised that valentine's day is coming soon..Haiz..

Still tinking about who wud be my valentine..And to make tings worst..its on my anni..Ouch!Yeah..it hurts..Wen i saw katak buying stuff for his gf,it reminds me of me and her and the memories we share..I realised that many memories are found in Tampines mall...Omg..Y am i feeling dis way..Someone pls make my day...

-=care to be my valentine anyone?=-



Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Hey!I;m in the lab now doing JAVA..Suppose to do but ended up not doing..hahaha!!Very bored..alot of stuff to do and hand in dis and nxt wk....LOL..

I got this stupid flu dat don wanna go away..so irritated...aaaargh!!

Had fun grading girls at school..Me and wilson were like"how come like there are alot of chics in IT??"Its amazing!!haha!but the best ting is i caught a gal looking at me at the IT canteen dis morning..Weeee!But hell..i dunno who the hell she is!!WTH?Damn!Nvrmind...

Klah..gtg for another class at 4 which tragically ends at 6..Bloody hell!Klah..ciao!
!



Monday, January 08, 2007

Hey there..today was ok...except dat the mini celebration i was looking 4ward to is cancelled..Haiz..Its ok guys..I understand.... :)

I dunno wat else to do...
Now its all up to u..
i luv u still.



Sunday, January 07, 2007

Thx to evryone I noe for making my dae wif wishes and gifts.U guys made my day!!!I really appreciate these soooo much..This bdae is the best i've ever had!!Weeeeeeeeee!!!As for my motor license..MAYB...taking theory first b4 pract coz no money..Hehehe!!

I luv u guys!!!!!!!Woooohooo!



Friday, January 05, 2007

Hey ho hi ho!HahahA!Today was ok...slack wif my gang at IT juz now for awhile coz gotta go hm pack my stuff..Nolah..I'm not running from home..going family pit tmr..Hahaha!!Celebrate my bdae and my cuzins'.Its gonna be a blast and havoc is coming..Watch out!!overnight there..

So i'm not ar hm tmr..Sorry ah ladies and germs...

Got alot of stuff to do..In so little time..Time flies very fast and i'm healing quite well actually..I'm happy wif some pple..haha!Thx for evryting pple...Yep..as usual..Still searching..My fren said to me yesterday"Eh..she got ready..Very fast sia she got..Den u haven.."I laughed and said"Dn cr la..."

2 more days.....ciao!!



Thursday, January 04, 2007

Hey..today was grt..School was fun la..i laughed alot wif my peeps..lloking forward to the pit my family is organizing..woohoo!!Me and my cuzin's bdae pit dat is!!Hahaha!There's gonna be havoc..Muahaha!!cnt wait lol!!!

Juz now was sick..Met my cuzin at bdok interchange..As usual he was late..dats not the worst ting..The worst ting the fucking bus is late and guess wat??We did the impossible..We decided to walk from there to my place in Pasir-ris.Hahaha!!Sickos huh?We did walk..and reached my place eventually..I luv walking rather than taking the bus..Sheeesh!K den..

oh!And to dat someone who didn't lbock me again on msn..Thx alot..I really appreciate dis..Hope we're still frens..Hahaha!Lol!

Ciao bo!!



Wednesday, January 03, 2007

haiz
she didn't pay attention to me on the fon
hahaha
maybe she bz la
nvr mind
and someone is blocking me on msn
its ok if u don wanna tok to me
i understand dat
and i respect dat
she gave me advice..
really good ones
but its easy for u to say
ur not in my shoes
how u wud u noe how it feels like
ur life is great
the end



Tuesday, January 02, 2007

PPLE!!JUZ TO TELL U DAT MY MYSPACE PROFILE IS UP..LOL!GO TO MY LINKS AND U
LL SEE IT..

Well..here comes school..stres time!Projects timE!!i noe its gonna be a fast and bumpy ride..but hell..I'll make it thru..See u guys of C138 in school yah?ciao bo!




u hear dat?
its the sound of my hopes
and dreams
all tumbling down
to the ground
wif a loud BANG!
ouch...




Hello..Cnt sleep so here i go...

Went to pulau ubin this morning..and it was fantastic..Went wif my family.Hahaha!Cycled to every inch of ubin wif me leading the way..Pics are at friendster ok?How i wish i cud live in a kampong house..So nice,peaceful and nuting to worry abt..My mom spoke to an old lady there who is very friendly..Gosh!!If only i cud live there!!Frankly i was relaxing and peaceful but when i reached Changi jetty..My mind becomes noisy and bz wif stuff..Sheeesh!

U noe sice school..i kinda feel left out..But now..well..Quite ok lah..feel left out for me is well..juz another feeling.i don really care either..Coz i'm used to the feeling.

Hahaha..wth..k den...school is starting and i'm not sure i'm ready for it..Wateva..ciao!



Monday, January 01, 2007

Where are you?
Where did u go?
I hate the smell of silence..
it gvs me the creeps
Y are u silent?
I kinda miss u..haha!
Wth am i saying..
Don leave me alone in this rm
I'm scared..
I'm really am.
PLs hug me..
Ur my only hope
and ur fading away from me
the light of hope u once are is becoming dark.
pls don go..
pls..
I hate myself for evryting dat happen
pls come back to me
Ur my one and only hope of survival.
Its ok..
i'll be patient..
Hahaha..i will.
k den..



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