Fuck..juz tinking of u make me scared...ur the most scariest person ever..but i still love u though..."but y?"pple asked..."After wat she did to u u still love her?"I jus smiled and shrugged my shoulders.



Working was great..hahahaha!Made alittle money and dats great la..Projects are becoming more and more difficult and well..i feel so stress la..bloody hell..

Going town tmr wif.......hahaha!!!Can't tell!

I'm done here...

The velvet night sky is filled wif dots of stars which shimmered above our heads.As we looked up ans stared at the stars,we wondered and dream about being there.Just being a star and shine freely at night without worrying about the tedious lives we both have.We both walked and enjoyed the ice cold breeze blowing away our hair.We laughed at each others messy hair after the breeze died out.

The sudden urge to hold your smooth and delicate hand is there.But I don't have the strength to do so.The ambience was really peaceful.Those darling brown eyes u have...Gosh..haha!



I feel sucky today..been pressured by alot of things and it suck...real bad..huahuahua..need to go out and cool off...















To tell u the truth , i fell in luv wif u again juz as I saw u on the bus..Evryting is so perfect wif u around..Gosh..I miss u..I miss the kids alot..tkcr.



ok...

chalet was great la...haha..eat eat eat eat....i ate alot of tings...we got to cancel alot of our planned activities thx to the rain...esp the jackass movie we wanna make...haiyoo...but our night walk was on though it was raining...and it was the attack of the frogs la..disgusting frogs were evrywhere..and we were like screaming our heads off.yuck!!bluek!!my cuzin and i didn't sleep for a day...haha!dat was the first day..

second day was great...coz thers no rain..so yeah...head out to pasir ris park at nite...and we heard alot of errie sound...first the osund of a chinese gal screaming for help though there isn't any..we heard the sound of a dog barking loudly at dunno wat..and a cat purring loudly...and the best sound was the sound of someone groaning...and it made us all bail out of there..haha!So dat was it..ciao!

and P.S:Walau..go P.S nvr ajak me...haha!i noe i cannot go but atleast can offer me wat?haha...so left out..barnacles..miss the small kids though...tartar sauce!



ok...

i got lotsa things on my mind right about now...projects projects and more projects.damn...haiyoo...i'm forming a band and i need a drummer uh...anyone noe of a fren who is a drummer?haha!I'm serious ok guys..

cant wait to make our own jackass movie..haha!Watch out for it..i'll post it on my blog and frenster..check out for it..it shid be ready on monday the latest i tink...haha!ok den...

see ya!



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i dunno y dis holiday is gonna be so damn boring la...alot of pple are away and its like...haiyoo..dunno wat to say..And somemore i'm freaking broke sia...And to make tings worst..i cnt sleep la!!!!!

dunno oso y i feel sad now...

P.S..Can someone give me a hug?I really need lots of them... :(



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Shrek 3 was great la..haha!Had a good laugh when watching it....I'm so fascinated by the 3d modelling..its like WOW la.haha!

Eh....after hearing the news which my bro told me..i was like...DAMN!Feel like knocking my head on the wall la!!!haha!Fuck...haiyooo!!

k den..gtg expo for slacking session..ciao!



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There i was checking my venue for my test for 3 times ok..3 fucking times..then when i came in to day to the venue..The lecturer said 'ur in the wrong place shafie'...I was like so damn pissed..i noe i checked my venue 3 times...damn la..very humiliating and embarassing...well...i guess these is growing up.

Going to watch SHREK 3 soon...hehe!Werking soon at stadium..more money...*evil grin*...my 'sis' gonna be off to phuket later tmr..gonna miss her la..i'm sure my bro gonna miss her even more..oh man..cannot complain and whine at her abt how much i miss dat someone la..haiyoo..

1 more test and den its project time..Barnacles!!I hope the barnacle heads wud stop changing my timetable and my test venue at the last minute and not telling me abt it..Fucking barnacle heads..




Hahaha!Don believe dis la..haha..its juz a 'trick'..hehe!:D

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Where did i go today?went skateboarding...crikit crikit..haha!yes pple..i did..coz i got nuting to do so its time to be active la..suppose to meet the J.L peeps la but then everyone was silent so yeah..i'm a freaking noob la..haha!Juz play for the sake of fun..

I found myself reading my past entries and i cud see a huge different in myself..the excited AFI i used to noe is gone..now its the not-so-excited afi.haha!I dunno y i read my past entries but well...

test coming soon...fish paste!Need to study..sometimes i wonder...iam i pretending to be happy?i'm unsure abt myself..dis days i caught myself staring into space and pondering abt some stuff...My mind was elsewhere when i was even watching the tv..barnacles!I turn off my brain easily..

i wanna thank my guitar for cheering up my night yesterday...thank u :D..and goodnite//



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lets talk abt my darling wife....haha!Read between the lines and u will soon noe wat i mean.She's my siza and a bit shorter den me..Wen i'm feeling sad i will owaez play songs on her..she sounds so sweet..i juz luv her alot la..Whenever i'm bored..i will look up the net to find new songs to play on her..

She has a dark and a good side..the dark side is dat i will tune her to a Drop D tune to play those metalcore songs...the good side is dat i will play all those acoustic songs on it..haha!

I so luv my guitar alot...k den..ciao!