It happened.I did not expect it to happen.I did anticipate it somehow.I knew it was his fault.So now he is feeling how I felt last time.Suddenly those memories spring back to life.I did my best to scan through those memories and comfort him.The story he told me was similar to my story.The hugging and crying.I was really helpless.I do not know how to comfort someone older than me.It is so rare to see him cry but he could take it anymore.Me and my third bro recorded what he said to us.I do not want to say anything.I wanted him to talk it out.It took at least an hour before he settled down and went to sleep.

I hope everything goes well my dear brother.Its not an easy ride but I know you of all people can go through it.You are right about one thing:having a bike and a good job means nothing w/o that someone you love.Be strong.I've been there done that and I know you would too.