Saturday, October 27, 2007
Friendship, Some define it as true While others think its just another blow in the wind What is friendship? Is it about being in the same group all the time? Is it about control? Is it about discrimination? Is it about insulting others? torn between friendship Standing in between two separate roads Which would you choose? Which road will you take? Each road will change your life Bit by bit Friendship sucks it away from you And you will be the one crying No one is born alone Its entirely up to you to make your friendship work and keep it standing No one is going to be your friend if you do not make one No one is alone no one.... Friday, October 26, 2007
Hate, Mankind's secret weapon Mankind's greatest fear Mankind's greatest foe What have become of us? Is hate taking control of us? Is there no stopping this word? We are mere humans The same species as you are Who are prone to flaws But why hate us? Wars broke out Innocent people killed But 'they' don't care For 'they' are the demons themselves... Labels: hate Thursday, October 25, 2007
Love, the fall of every man The nature of mankind The chemistry between opposite sexes Love is sweet Love is great Love is what makes the world go round Love is what makes us human But yet... Why is Love so hard to understand? Why are these four letter words complicated? What makes it difficult to comprehend? Love, The word that shows our true colors The word that makes us inhuman The word that shows our true ego To love someone is to be sincere is to be loving is to be devoted But, Are we ready to face love? Are we ready to spend our lifetime with the loved one? Are we ready to get hurt? Love, The biggest mistakes we made in The word that makes us change for the better The word that makes us human again Love, We will never comprehend We will never decipher For we are just human beings with feelings... Labels: feelings Tuesday, October 23, 2007
The demon that is left inside to burnt will it ever be let out? will we be able to control it? Will we be able to decipher the truth about ourselves? About our own demon? About who we really are? "Let me out,let me out" "I will make it worth your while" Their voices echoed in the distant walls Growling with anticipation Is this who we are? Is this what we are? Can we fight our demons? Will we ever win the war? Labels: fighting our own demons Saturday, October 20, 2007
I watched as he fell to the ground overwhelmed by grief Is there no certainty in this world? he asked Faces masked with fake expressions are fitted into glass walls Are these the faces of which they speak of? The faces that were left to rot? The smiles.The laughs. Are they real? Or are they masks? He is uncertain unbreakable glass walls Why are faces fitted into them? How will they break out of it? How will they be free to set their expressions? Will there be an end to this word? Uncertainty....uncertainty "please break me free..." Faces moaned Finally he stood up and snarled before those faces Turning his back against them he walked off.... Labels: read between the lines Wednesday, October 17, 2007
At last I got the metalzone distortion.Woohoo!Now I can jam at home whenever I want. Shush shush... Labels: shhhhhh Tuesday, October 16, 2007
ok... So Hari Raya is still on but I will just wait for people to visit my house not forgetting to Jalan Raya with the kids.Who?Poly,Sec,John Little kids. But for now I will just wait for school to reopen and continue my bike practs which are on hold for a very very long time.So there u have it.A sneak peek of wats to come.Cheers. Monday, October 15, 2007
ok.. Takecare at Australia..Alot of people will miss you especially me.So do takecare..And ermmm..while you are there..Bring my something will you?haha!Takecare..See you. Sunday, October 14, 2007
1 more day....... Saturday, October 13, 2007
2 more days... ok... to everyone..and I mean everyone out there.Selamat Hari Raya.Haha!Forgive me for my mistakes because I'll always forgive you. Bangla lorry tmr!!!!Woooohooo! Labels: punkrocker's hari raya Friday, October 12, 2007
ok... After what seemed like a lifetime of thinking and calculating and planning,I had set my mind straight and had made my decision.I have been eyeing it for awhile each time I went to buy shirts at that shop.Indeed it is a waste of money but its a one time offer I cannot refuse.So there you go. I'm buying it whether I like it or not. Labels: Ermm...band hoody. I'm history Labels: history Thursday, October 11, 2007
ok.. Went to get my Hari Raya clothes which I did after minutes and minutes of searching.Went there with adilah and hisham.Thanks for the company guys although you guys are so damn late.heee..Pardon me for my attitude just now. At night,the whole family went to have a hair cut.Damn..I layered my hair again and its so short.So much for my effort of keeping my hair.Haiyo..But still..I don care..hahaha! Hari Raya is 2 days away and everyone's excited..Errmmm..I guess..I'm not that excited.Just happy that I get to eat normally again.wooohoo! Oh and we went to the music shop at Tanjong Katong Complex and We saw this guitar which set me and sham's mind thinking.Its an acoustic guitar which could be plugged into the amplifier.It sounds so damn freaking nice!!!Shud i buy it????Sham how???grrrrr...feel like buying....... Labels: should i buy? ok... Suppose to go orchard for a shopping spree but ended up tagging radi,syu and nadia to their jamming session.I got to meet their friend who was also the person who took care of the jamming studio.His drumming skill was so awesome.Music Telepathy is one hell of a band.Seeing them play makes me want to form a band of my own.Dang..haha!Anyway, I did try and drum and well..I cannot say much about myself. Then went to bugis to shop for the gerls' hari raya shoes. Metalzone metalzone.aaaaargh!Need metalzone..hee.///////// Wednesday, October 10, 2007
ok... I visited the CDC(comfort driving ctr) hoping to book my RTT .... And yes..I did book it..Now must study really hard for it...woooooo! Went out to break fast at gelare which was fun except for the superstars who came late..hahaha!But overall it was fun.period. You look really cute in that..I love the way you dress today.I'm just happy things are better but i wanna make it even better.Take care of yourself alright?I admit i was sad when you didn't smile to me just now but then you talked to me which make me smile again.I wanted to send u home but I back away and I guess you know why..haha! thx for the gift.I appreciate it so much. love, Afi Tuesday, October 09, 2007
If only i had more time, I'd take you where you wanted to go. If only I had one wish, I'd want a million trillion lifetimes that I could spend with you... Fall in love with you again and again. if only...if only..if only........ Labels: if only... Sunday, October 07, 2007
ok... Went to amin's house for dinner and it was superb!Hahaha!Then we played the new monopoly whereby we use credit cards instead of the usual cash.It was awesome i tell you!Hope we have another game soon!!Weeeeee! Thx amin for the superb food.Thx evryone.Congrats to amin for winning the photography competition.haha!good jobb! I dunno y i found myself reading my last entries starting from the very first time i started blogging and i started to view my pics wif her on my album on photobucket.I hate this feeling but i can't help it.I juz miss u dats all.Hope u do too. Labels: strolling down memory lane. Saturday, October 06, 2007
ok..... dat was fun guys.haha!Really enjoy myself and i laughed alot.Wow.Never had that kind of laugh in years.Thx 4E2 peeps.haha!Love you all! i DUNNO...I just dunno why i feel angry when i meet see her.Wth is wrong wif me?Maybe its not dat i got over her.Its bcoz i juz let the feeling lay low inside me.It erupted when i saw her.But i wanna make peace wif her.haiz.I hope i can patch things up.I hope though i noe hoping too much will be dreadful.Damn... I miss u so. luv, afi Thursday, October 04, 2007
ok. my stomach's been giving me probs lately..Aaaaaaargh!Haha..but hey..I'm still alive aren't i. I dunno if i shud go on friday?I'm nervous.Maybe because u are there?Will i look back after friday?Dang.But then again..I cannot wait to meet my secondary school buddies and....ermmm...also....you. I'm gone luv, afi Wednesday, October 03, 2007
after wat i did...should i look back? Tuesday, October 02, 2007
ok... that part was over..so i'm moving on now..haha.. so was bored at night and my bro ask me to pass his helmet downstairs.There he was off his bike.So i decide to test it which was like so fucking cool la.wooooo!so shiok!!!Must get back on track and pass my license.Then its betwwen me and my bike.No one elses.wooooohooo!haha..ok i'm crapping.. i'm gone. luv, afi ok... And so our super duper secret love story stops here..Today.2nd OCTOBER 2007.Damn.haha.. Is it wrong to look 4ward to sumitng? Is it wrong to find someone to cuddle wif? is it wrong to find someone to talk to or complain? Is it wrong?Is it so fucking wrong? afi not hensem.. afi pathetic. afi idiot. Who am i to go out wif u?I'm not those hot guys u dream of having.I'm juz afi.Just plain old afi which u wud find on the streets begging for money.woo! So..yeah..another scar to add on to my life story..wooohoo!Cool or wat!Way to go afi! Fuck it.I'm gone. Labels: another scar to add on to my life. ok... thx moon for delivering the message.Really appreciate it. Today was ok.Stayed at home for the day.I was excited when i heard my room is going to be painted green!Woooohooo!So upon hearing dat..i cleaned up my room at nite.My room was so fucked up.Alot of junks are under my bed and i counted and counted and realised its been like half a yr since i vacuumed my room.hahaha!Punk rocker's room.So i clean evryting up and willl be starting to paint the next day.Yeah! *i was worried and scared dat u wudn't talk to me ever again.But u did.And u bought sumting for me eh?haha..I luv surprises!Looking 4ward to meeting u again.Tkcr. love, Afi |
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