Oh...hey...i'm fine...managed to drag to school...Ot was a long dat today....I enjoyed myself toking to frens and laughing and their lame old jokes...Finally finish my proposal...dats the least of my worries..There's alot more stuff coming up...Tmr if possible,my frens and i going to dunno where...juz to go out..My sec frens already noe abt us...They wanna take me out to get my mind of her...

Heard she went out yesterday night...She's like a machine...Came back from school at 6 pm and went out again..See how much freedom she has?But she's still complaining....I hope ur happy now wif ue new freedom..U said to me dat freedom isn't anyting bt look at u now..

Haiz..it seems dat she's enjoying herself...she really am...Me?I'm not enjoying myself..My tots are owaez on her...toked to her sister juz now and she said sumting bad dat really make me depressed and down..She said i shouldn't have high hopes for her taking me back..I was demoralised..But i noe dat had to be said..I told her sis dat she won't be single for long....Soon she will find a perfect match 4 herself....Bt nvm..I'll still wait 4 her....

I used to be the second person in her life..Her first was family..Dat i can understand..But now i'm the last..I'm like a leftover food waiting to be devoured by birds...bt i dn cr..coz i'll still wait..Miz her actually..

A message to her: U can pull my heart strings for your thrill but i noe i'll be ok....U can play wif my feelings like i did to urs but i still won't buldge..I won't...I'll wait 4 u...dn cr wat other pple say..Say wat they want..They will only bring me down but i'll live..I luv u..I really do..I hope u luv me 2...

Will she take me back?I wonder..coz on wednesday night we msg each other..She said she is not forcing to feel happy of being single bt she juz feel it coming automatically..In other words she is trying to say dat all her luv 4 me is lost..Buried in the shadows where only ghost could devour on.. Haiz...dats all..gdbye!